A Journey - Once Too Many!

Hari ni saya balik semula ke KL setelah balik bercuti sempena Maulidur Rasul s.a.w. Hari lahir manusia paling hebat yang pernah diciptakan Allah di atas mukabumi ini. Tak taulah apa penghayatan kita semua pada hari ini. Walau sebenarnya, saya tahu bahawa Rasulullah s.a.w mesti kita kenang dan kasihi setiap hari selepas Maha Suci Allah Azzawajala. Masih cuba mendakwah diri sendiri, dan inilah yang paling susah. Teringat zaman "jahiliyah" saya dulu, syukurnya Allah masih panjangkan umur dan dapat berhijrah ke zaman cahaya walaupun saya menilai diri ini hina dina, jika manusia tahu apa yang Allah tahu dan saya tahu tentang diri sendiri, mungkin tiada yang mahu memandang diri ini walaupun sebelah mata. Semoga Allah menerima taubat saya.



Berbalik kepada journey balik ke KL dari kampong, jalan yang sama, hari yang berbeza tetapi setiap kali pergi dan kembali pengalaman tetap berbeza dan pasti ada ujian kecil atau besar hanya diri sendiri menilai, Allah juga Maha Mengetahui hikmah di sebalik apa yang berlaku.

Hari ni tayar depan sebelah penumpang pancit. Alhamdulillah, I was not alone. My brother with his family was right behind me in another car. So, it was not difficult at all to change tyre with a man's strength! Sekali lagi, alhamdulillah, Allah Most Merciful!



Many times, I travelled alone and had accidents. Reflecting..... last year, the same car, I lost control (but it was technical fault)- skidded and hit the cliff not once but twice! Alhamdulillah, I was only emotionally injured nothing physical! The car was badly damaged. But help came really fast ., in less than 30 minutes. Made acquaintance with the tow truck driver. Nice young chap, very helpful indeed! MayAllah bless you with kindness too. And the same reliable brother came and picked me up and sent me home. InsyaAllah, God bless you and your family too. Then, in February, someone drove right onto my bumper at a junction - a bit shaken but still no injury! Allah has always been kind to me, couldn't complain at all. Then, I'll be what-Kufur Nikmat? Nauzubillah! Diri ini, ingin sentiasa menjadi hamba yang mensyukuri! Saya rasa yakin dengan amalan harian saya Doa Abu Darda -kerana fadhilatnya adalah hebat!



Bercakap tentang, journey ini, melalui jalan yang sama, kereta di Malaysia ni, MasyaAllah, banyaknya dan hebat-hebat belaka. Dan seperti biasalah kalau cuti hujung minggu yang panjang pasti jalan sesak dan kemalangan berlaku. Laluan kecemasan menjadi laluan pintas bagi mereka yang kurang sabar. Mengapalah agaknya Malaysians behave the way they do! Semua benda nak pantas dan pintas, nak shortcut. Kenapa agaknya?



Dan teringatlah sejarah perjuangan Rasulullah s.a.w. Insan agung ini melalui very difficult journey but he had never given up or complaint - only prayers along the way. And through the years his journey finally reached us, here, why cant we be grateful and show our gratitude by following his teaching - the best that we could. Am preaching to myself again! God, lead me to the right path, show me the right move and give me strength to change and be good, for many times in this journey I got lost and went astray...and yet You are always there warning me in Your own ways to turn back and start again.... and again........ even though I had encountered 3 incidences of flat tyre... I was never alone...... You as always takes good care of me..... O Allah, forgive me for my sins and grant me, my wishes, Amin Ya Rabbal Alamin!